What better place to start, but at the end...huh? Yes, welcome to my world! I even read magazines backwards. =)
I am ready for a new chapter in our lives, are you ready to join us? The last blog I posted in "You are what you eat!" is going to be my first blog here.
Introducing Jessica...aka-me =), mom to two fabulous boys and wife to my best friend of 14 years, the rest you will have to learn by joining me on this journey.
Dated September 24, 2013, my graceful ending to "You are what you eat!"
I have a small confession to make, I have been contemplating starting a new blog. One that reflects my new being. There is just no easy way to say this, so I will just spit it out. I am no longer the mom you read about in these entries behind me. I am still a fuss about food, that will never change. I am evolving though. It's as if I entered my chrysalis stage and am awaiting my wings. I feel renewed in such a way that our future never looked brighter.
Autism? A distant memory.
Even PANDAS is only visible in my rear view mirror now. It isn't gone, but it isn't here either.
The evolution I have been part of is almost mind-blowing. I wouldn't believe any of it, even if I were reading it in a memoir only 6 months ago. It would appear like a character in a fictional novel, someone else's life, certainly not mine. How incredibly wild it was to wake up one day and realize this IS me! This WAS me all along, how did I not know sooner??
Well, you are probably thoroughly intrigued by now, lol. I may lose readers here, but I hope to gain others, in fact, what I hope most is to retain all of my current readers and gain others, so we can all merge into this realm together. What I am referring to is energy medicine.
This means something different to each person who participates or practices energy medicine. To me, it simply means being totally in tune with my gut feelings. Even writing this is hard for me, because I have spent years squashing the real me, without even realizing it. I may sound "crazy". I know I am not though, because I am living the ultimate....the results of accepting it. More importantly, so are my kids!
Over the past year or two, as I have been helping parents trust their gut instincts to guide them in healing their children, one thing became very clear....I just know things. I have been asked so many times, "How did you know to....?" I repeatedly heard myself saying, "I don't know, I just know".
What I have finally learned about myself during an insightful transformation is that I am in the early stages of uncovering my potential as a clairsentient. Meaning, I have a gift of "knowing". I am not a fan of labels, so I don't even like labeling myself with this somewhat intriguing label, haha. It does, however, provide some form of description though, and it provided me with a description of something I realized I could relate to. I have always been an extreme empath, to the point of embarrassment, because I can't always control it. It isn't cool to cry in front of someone, because I have taken on their emotions....even when they haven't shared them with me! This is one of the reasons I had shut it off previously. But it didn't leave me completely, in fact, it was the underlying force of all of my decisions for my children. Clairsentience is one of the most overlooked psychic abilities and requires one to clear their own energies in order to become a clear channel.
There are two ways that clairsentience works.
- Clairsentience works by allowing an intuitive to receive signals from the spirit realm. A clairsentient will be able to sense the messages, where as a clairvoyant will see the messages, and a clairaudient will hear the messages. The clairsentient will feel what a spirit is trying to say, and interpret the message by using their intuition.
- The second way that clairsentience works, is by allowing an intuitive to understand the feelings of the people around them, (empathy). Clairsentients often use their abilities to share and heal the pain of others. By sensing what someone feels, a healing clairsentient will know exactly what remedies someone needs
I decided things were going to change. And change, they have! I am now using my intuition to guide our health decisions. Not that this is very different from my past, although now I am doing it more consciously, with intent. We use only homeopathy and soil based organisms. Remedies are chosen based on intuition. I also clear our energy regularly. It's amazing what dealing with the chakras, meridians and aura can do for detox!! I can't believe we survived biomed without this knowledge! I see instant changes in us, when we acquire non-beneicial frequencies and likewise, when I remove them. We have been able to move through high potency remedies with ease since participating in energy healing. Our past was riddled with significant detox symptoms, something I thought just came with the territory. How wrong I was!
What I find most important about metaphysical powers is that we all have them. We are born intimately connected to the universe. We can choose to shut them off or we can choose to actively embrace them. None of what I have experienced is extraordinary, the only difference between myself and others is that I am now recognizing these events and learning to use them to my advantage.
In retrospect, this isn't really a new me, but merely the next progression of me.
So my whole point in this entry is that I would love to continue writing, but this is a new realm for me and I am not sure exactly how much I plan to share. Like anything else though, it will come to me, when the time is right. I hope you will find yourself wanting to follow along as I find my wings.
Welcome to the beginning of the rest of our lives and remember - You are what you...BELIEVE! Quite literally.